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aka Brainshake
Current Residence: Sweden
Operating System: Win XP
MP3 player of choice: Winamp
Skin of choice: Tanned, please. :)
Favourite cartoon character: Homer Simpson / Sesshoumaru
Personal Quote: When in trouble, when in doubt; run in circles, scream and shout!
Wow, I just realized it's been more than a year since I last updated my journal here. Time sure flies...

I remember having high expectations on 2012, but little did I know how it would totally turn my life upside down. Things started out pretty well, but in spring, my marriage started to crack. Then it went downhill quite fast. In August we filed for divorce and I moved to a new town and started studying. I don't feel like going into details about that in a place like this, where everyone can read it, but basically I felt like crap for most of the fall and winter.

It was really hard adapting to my new life, but thankfully I have really supportive friends that were there for me when I needed them. Slowly I got back on my feet again. I never imagined how mentally exhausting a divorce could be, even when I was the one who left him. It was very scary living on my own, being all alone after having had constant company for 11 years.

Well life apparently goes on. I've met someone new now. It's still very new and fragile, but I really like him, so I'm quite content at the moment. He lives quite far away though...
Next month I will start packing up and will be moving to yet another town, far from where I used to live before. Over 400 km away. I will move in with two of my friends and try and start a new life over there. I will finish my studies at the end of May, and will move on June 1st. I'm both anxious and excited.

I promised myself I'd at least upload one piece of art here each month, but I've already broken that promise. It's kind of sad. I don't have enough inspiration these days, and when I do have some, I don't have the time to act on it. I will upload a new pic next weekend though, as I finished it the other day, but it's a gift for a certain someone, so I won't upload it until he's recieved it. :)

I've decided to decorate my new room with my own art, so I'm gonna draw and paint som things that are dear to me. Like art from the Zelda games, the Mario games and perhaps from some movies I like. It will be a good way to motivate me. Hopefully. I really really feel like painting with watercolors right now, but I have most of my art stuff packed away at my mom's place. :P I do have my prismacolor pencils and pro markers here though, so maybe there will show up some traditional art if I get time and inspiration.

Hope you guys are doing well!


dA Stamp - Commish Open by lynkx-ie
Commission info here:…

  • Listening to: At the moment mostly 90's music
  • Watching: Game of Thrones
  • Playing: Mostly boardgames :)

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mishey22 Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2016
I know you wrote this ages ago, but I'm sorry about your divorce and I hope that everything is still going well for you! 
LazyJenny Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2016
Aww, thank you! :hug: Things are going much better for me now. I got a chance to start over, and I really enjoy it. Of course, life still has its ups and downs, but I feel more at home with myself than I've ever felt. :)
kanyiko Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
A very Merry Christmas to you!! :hug:
LazyJenny Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2016
Thank you! And you too! (a little late though)
kanyiko Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
That's alright, I'm waaaay behind on replying to my inbox!! XD

Hope 2016 will be a wonderful year to you!


JTH4 - 089 by kanyiko  < Not too many Osuwari's this year, Kagome!
LazyJenny Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2016
Heh, I'm mostly behind with actually producing any art to upload here. Gosh, it's been over a year now. >_<
And I haven't drawn any Inuyasha art in ages either. That has to change! :)
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kanyiko Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
A very Happy Birthday to you!! :hug:
LazyJenny Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2015
A late thank you! :D
kanyiko Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're welcome!! :hug:


Damn, I should sooo make a picture of my IY cosplay while holding a Birthday cake for such occasions... XD
Eqbal Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2015
Happy birthday.
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